it's been so long..

wad an eventful n shagged n tiring day i had yest!..look n my calendar n u'll noe how my day went..lolx..aft tt event..i still went to hv to look for spray paint for des..plus jus get related de smth..
lolx..whole day packed plus in b/w the sp cheer..was runnin here n thr..killing my legs sia..hhaha

i feel so..lost touch of things/life?..lolx..it bcame lyk systematic kind..then jus pack..hmm..alritez! time for bed..dark rings gettin worst i think..nth much frm God to blog abt. exam's at the end of the month..i dun wan to do this..n everything on my own..jus hope i'll be motivated once again.. fri got this sm tok to go..actually..oso a bit..runnin away kind..dun reali wanna take it up..doubt she or any of them will get to see it.. but pls pray for me.. for God to move in me again..n to bring me up the way He has planned..uhmm..only noe some read this blog..so ya..guess ur noe who i'm referring to my frens n bros..=]

oh my..andrew!..i wan a new podcast le..lolx.. the gcast is stoppin new uploads aft jan..=[ so now..i sort of spam the upload n many was rejected..lolx..cos i was lazi to check the requirements too..only some.=p then take a look at the massive? long! list of songs inside..haha..alrite!..time to slp..it's a long day today! =] simon take care yeah!

2010

it's 2010 le...n i dunno wad to say!.. ah ha ha ha.. currently feelin totally sian..n it's only reachin 11..how weird..actually...on the 6th i wanted to blog le..n it was on happy/funi thoughts..lolx..

so here i am..dunno wad i'm doin..wad i'm thinkin..jus know tt ppl ard me seems lyk they r not havin a comfortable? life b it at anywhr or who..reali hope they will feel better too..then only got a hand full is lyk reali happi n stuff de..
*mayb cos all feelin lyk tt! which explains the bottom sentence =[
n actually..i've been feelin rather..lonely..haha..lyk i've been missin out alot too..oso..not as hyp as last time le..mayb cos others ard me de..all grown up..n movin on to another phrase in life.. n sort of busy to the max! especially my bro..n dav.. hmm..n jason?..

while the upper sec de r lyk "whinning?" much abt the tough times in sch..n they r lyk super busy too lah!..
mayb vic's rite..i'm lyk the only unique 1 tt's is free all the time!..sort of lah..=s i wonder if he meant it as weird thou?!..lolz..hmm..face it man RJ..time is diff le..ur old(thou i think i'm not being lyk 1) n i have no focus..=[

oh God..my father..i'm feelin quite empty in me..isit cos the lack in QTs rdy..or is jus me..movin further away?..(by laziness n stuff)

i need to get back on the right track!..in everything..totally.. i'm feelin so half hearted..n oso..a bit not appreciated at times..but it's all bcos of my kapo-ness i guess..=b..

woah..am i tt down sad etc. as i'm typin this..i'm tearin!..o,O sigh..

sigh again.. now tt andrew's so so damn busy..i can't even get to see him..(his 1 is lyk..can challenge wif bro's de loh..or shld i say it in another way..lolx =p)
i reali misses the pass!..(but i noe it's not good to 'dwell' in it too much) the time we spent b4 PM or any dinner times!..i miss it all..my company wif andrew michelle especially!..nowadays..it's oso hard to ask mich out..dunno y..but mayb..she thinks v v differently le bah..had gone thru many things too le bah..it's lyk...ever since last yr..i nv get a chance to jus tok to her lyk last time..it's more lyk..teacher tokin to student too..when we have chance to tok in the office..she's busy wif work in church..n of cos the ministry..the younger 1s too le..

i'm lyk..wishin to feel sisterly love tooo much le..haiz..think not only tt..haha..but brotherly de too..miss simon's nites outs n the gatherings! too..n thr'll b none too le..cos he change campsite le =[ but nonetheless..thr's actually still jason n vic ard!..ahaha..thought..mainly only tokin to them more than the rest..or havin dinners wif jason n amy some times..hmm..amy oso..started workin n dun have tt much time too le..especially durin the weekends..miss the kind of close toks wif her too!..

rah!!!...i lyk got time to think abt all this to waste on this whinnings/'complainings'..but not on my studies n all.. ahhh!..aft this post..tonite..must reali get serious once again le..if not..i'll nv get things done..not even nicely done..

but 1 thing to thank God is..my dad hasn't been showin any black/angry face to me le!..i'm..*cries*..so happy!..*reali cryin n dunno wad to say le*

*calmed down* n i wanna wish my ah ma happi b'dae too!..haha..n many more others..hopin n hoped ur've enjoyed urself reali!..may the Lord b wif all of ur on the day He brought u here..=]
u're all a blessing! rmb! =p

n may God heard all my cries..amen =']

Calendar!

haha..look at my new calendar!..lolx...the whole month packed wif things!..haha mainly sch events..some until late aftnn/early evenin..some till noon..then some till nite..but none the less..think i'll b enjoyin it n learning new stuff too!..went for SPSU LTC last weekend..lolx..felt lyk very long nv go for this kind of camp lez..suddenly missed my guidin days in sec sch..the training n punishments n fun time n activities..hmm..mayb dec i shall go back n visit! =p

then now i'm noting down all my daily activities to show my mum n ppl in my hse..-.-..for the sake of "proof"..then oso..wanna remain constant in doin this lah..+ my expenses..wanna do a expensesheet on wad i've been spendin too..need help in this..pray for me!..

haha..then now comes to studies..makin myself to take out stuff to do le..hope i'll b consistant too=p
mst comin soon..ahaha..in a month..hope things will b alrite..

then anw..now i'm reali startin not to lyk my teeth a whole new time..it caused my 2 other teeth at the side to b in pain/sore feelin!..haiz..n i'm afraid too tt the mouldin will come off soon..n oso it felt lyk it wasn't completely covered..then the small little food particulars will go in..n etc etc. all the way till jan..then my teeth will decay? sia!..ahaha..

alritez alritez..(i've been usin this alot sia) lolx..it's time for me to bathe n go sch!..another long day in sch..n + DC..n it's reali long week in sch..ahaha..cos since last mon..i everyday in sch sia..=]

1st sem break, & 2 weeks into 2nd sem

woah..was great..packed myself wif lots n lots of things..haha..
rite aft exam(not officially started holid) had the sweet Xscape (DJ club) held in sch..overnite n was havin fun playin wif the lightings!..then roadies/stage crew "trainings" n workshop(ltr part of the holi) then was sch's event too?..some forum thing..so cs aud again..then can't rmb b4 or aft was connection camp(CS) then aft tt received email on ice to be helper/gl(was wad i wanted) then asked maple too..(wanna try gl for her)..then it was prep camp..fun!..Nazi! then come to the actual camp..became medic(wif expired cert..lolx =p) then it was then i got closer n knew more things of the camp n see their stress n every other thing else while i'm wif the camp chief..or even hangin ard wif the food team n tze huan(warden & secretary), n my lazi partner! (noe more things while seated at food wif the "seniors"-includin wilson/wei ze + tze huan while helpin him wif warden for a nite n while 'stickin' wif khabir?)..n it reali made me feel lyk havin more of camps!..cos i love it..get to see diff things..play..n noe ppl.. lyk ice camp..got to noe shimin more while doin welfare durin nitewalk..fellow christian but..wif lots of difficulties de..continue to pray for her..n others in sch..which includes my classmates..n of cos..this leads me to my last camp crusade camp-the great warm up!..was involved wif organisin it..but felt lyk din do much..but i availed? any help needed..=] amazing food race n games?my grp came in 1st!..(i was leadin them-even though i was strict too..cos was the 'game master' when we reach the stations)=p think all camps wasn't a bad time n had great bondin..(except cs..too tirin n my grp..seems.. no comments)

then now is mid of 2nd week in sem2 alrdy!..last weekend on fri had GP's outing..went vivo for dinner..watched free screenin(gozilla movie) for monster minia? then went home..sat had band prac..aft tt followed sw back cos thought she's headin to airport straight..then end up travellin alone to paya lebar for durian fiesta! but it was cancelled!..w/o me knowin =[ unlucky i called shimin..so end up headed straight to OCs chalet even thought i din noe any GPs gg in the end...became the chef of the nite..haha..along wif wilson n ivan..=] then had great laughin n tokin cork session wif ivan! riza! nabeel! kenneth! n xiao min!..cliffoh..abit?..but only rmbed he came down many times to smoke only..melvin left 1st..then followed by xiang han..thought they will be stayin de..then mukhils n tze huan went to slp 1st le(they had abt 8 hrs of slp!)..haha..oh...then cliffoh's fren left too(but can't rmb when)..then tok till 5+ abit?..then decided not to slp..n as usual..wanna watch sunrise! (which was at 6.47) so see the photos tok wif nabeel n riza while the rest went up slp(they ended up slpin down stairs)

then can't rmb when again..cliffoh's fren came back..along wif another fren..n they stayed upstairs..outside..then upstairs again..haha. when it was abt 6.50 i went up..n was sort of hopin could ask if any1 wanna go see too..(mukhils n tze huan 1st lah..cos they had most rest too)..but..din in the end..n went alone thru the back door..closed it down a little..then abt7.15-20 i came back(saw the 2 frens leavin frm afar) then went up to lie down for awhile..aircon! =p
set alarm..off it everytime it started ringing =p. had a call frm ah ma askin if wan bring breakfast for me not..haha..luckydin wake any1 up.. which was abt 8.20..which woke tze huan up n gave him a shock cos he din see me at the stairs thr..then mukhils woke up too..tok corkabit too..then when to wake riza up so they can go swim tgt..i went to bathe 1st..intendin to have breakfast wif them then faster head to church..but! aft wakin the rest up aft they swimmers had wash up.. ppl started to pack..n can't find their valueables!..=xthen i was afraid it could have ppl comin in frm the back down n takin things tt were on the table?(but not the mac of riza's n acer of ivan's) ivan lost 2 phones(1 htc n 1 old type) then riza..his wallet(but it was upstairs!) then nabeel his wallet + phone..he care more abt wallet sia!..n..(on monday then noe 1) melvin 150usd!..powerful lah..bring so much out..so now..i dun feel tt guilty or wad..reported case..n by the time it was gg to b 1 rdy..so lyk..couldn't go church le..then jus hang ard wif them..we went to play pool..i suggested tt..thank God tt they all returned to quite normal aft reportin case n fun laughin time while playin! amanda came to play too btw..so ya..

aft tt is go meet jason for dinner.n amy n david..then then..walk ard for awhile at orchard central then went home aft dave n jason(again) makan at ps n walkin b1 only? then then..monday was short for me..as i had to leave for dental..then reach back 30mins b4 class ends..then thr was no prac..so went to submit loa then printed notes then went home..planned to head to ahma's hse abt 7 or smth..then mukhils called to have dinner in sch..agreed n went back..jus waste waste time thr..laugh bit too..then while headin back to mrt thr..missed a step n 'auh'(bent/twisted) my leg abit..n thr was a sweet kind boy askin if needed/wanna be carried?!..lolZ!..so many 1st time..haha..(meanin..1st time ppl..make heart n gave me~2 diff somemore =p then oso ppl sayin stuff liadat..n oso!..fren intiate callin me out even though thr was others ard to accompany tt kind..=]]) felt quite comfortable n bit more quiet being wif them..hahaha..cos they entertain me alot! xp}

tuesday had crossroad..ice breaker, worship then teaching(God's Ideal's Love by Evan) then left earlier cos got discipleship grp in church..reached on time..but end up pastor din come! couldn't make it..haha..then we had sharin..good n bad..n damn funi 1s too! XD then prayed..n went for supper at tsk-ve? thr..then home late late..then today was great slackin time!..aft class..(i left earlier) went to mob for the lunchtime show (sp star tour) then raining so changed to dance @ mob instead of theatre..then sry to mukhils n sin yee!..for makin ur wait..=| then went to have my lunch at fc3 along wif ivan n amanda..tok bit n stuff..then left n go sd club put things then go play pool at mob!..haha..sin yee won 3 times in a row..she damn happy lah..1 was i followed in..=p..then it was officially her 1st time playin it too..begininger's luck..haha..aft tt jus help dmit gave out flyer..haha..anyhow do =p..shh.. the mukhil hungry n went for his lunch..had nth to do for close to an hr..while waitin for tze huan..then slack again..tok cork or take some info wif some ppl..then then..went to play pool again!..it was initially me tze huan n mukhils..then riza n nabeel came n play too..=] was fun too..n pro in a senses!..then naughty boy made parents wait for him for so long sia!..if it was mine..they would have scremed..keep callin n hornin the wadeva car they're drivin! =.= then we all headed home too le.. was reali nice to meet these ppl!..

wei chuan oso quite funi..in a sense..carin abt wad i'm doin.but..i'm reali alrite to tell ppl wad i have n doin on hand..haha..unless which eva grp say smth lyk can't tell any1 n stuff..=] then jus now received a call frm him too..haha..to apologize!..thought he alrdy said it was jokin or wadeva..but alritez..accepted..=] tmr will b sch at 10.30 all the way till 5? then 5.15 got meetin n trainin for cs aud..=]] lookin forward to it as feel lyk v long dun have le..n wei chuan's back too mah..haha..jokin..then fri 7pm- sun 8am? joinin tze huan n mukhils for spsu ltc..halloween thr too..lolz..while the rest OCs n some GPs? will b gg cliffoh's place..heard they may drink n stuff..oh well..but wadeva..if ltc lyk 'hell' then we'll leave earlier..haha..n mayb head to cliffoh's hse..=p then play games wif them n stuff..=]

okies okies..been long since i write so so much..ahaha..=p
dunno who i can tell them to..the happy feelings..besides thankin Father..ahaha..cos if jus tell others..it seems reali rather random!..so decided to type them all down!..ahaha..have "fun" readin this borin stuff to u..aft spendin 1 an half hrs of typin! =p nitez..

my 1st results in sp

Singapore Polytechnic 2009/2010 S1 Examination Results

Student ID: 0938282
Name: CHIA RUN JIN

Module Code - Grade
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EE3115 - A
SP0521 - A
MS6506 - B+
MM1305 - C
MS6120 - C+
MM1401 - C+
LC0518 - D+


ALLOWED TO CONTINUE IN THE COURSE

- This email is for notification purpose and not an official copy of the examination results.


thank God for my slightly above ave. results, i noe could do better, but i didn't for this time round.
my my class did their best too thou. lolx.

holiday again

yet another month had passed..sem exam over n this is 1st week of break..

jus wanna stay home watch drama..weird..feelin lazi to org go out n have dinner or movie etc. but when i'm home..i feel worst..hmm contradicting i noe..oh well..

this holiday will not wan to work..so ya..but have a offer i will go..haha..johnny put me on events when thr is..hope it's fun n meaningful(learn more things)..will b gg sch for CCAs stuff n camps..8th, 15th, 22nd roadies training..1st-3rd workshop, 11th meeting for ccc's camp..14-15th oct? the camp itself, then cscc-a had an event on the 4th le..was..chokin n stuff..but the settin up part was enjoyable!..then 17th forum event, 25th-27th is camp..in b/w will get to play ard bah..no "trainings".

anw..walk wif God has been..stagnant/no listening/not much tokin bah..pray tt the holy spirit will stir up smth to me..n tt i'll fully use my time wisely n enjoy this break.

n oso..this blog..is gg to bcome my music blog!..haha..wadeva drama i watch..the songs i lyk i'll get it n post it up..!
watchin shows tt eddie peng acted in n stuff..lyk the openin song! Rain & Tears..from Concerto..next song will b u The Ocean Love The Sky - 大 海 爱 蓝 天..frm When cat meets dophin..=]