screwed up situation!

f**ked up again..thx n sry to sw..for letting me go ur hse n to open the door n stuff..then oso due to busy n laziness, i missed the date to submit my student card to m1..hence need to cover my bill of 149.80..-.- thanks to my mum she's not pressin me for it cos to her it's little money as i have worst..
payments for hary's soft openin..another f**ked up 1..1st week was me blur thought he money transfered in, my a/c then was only able to transfer to 2..got him to check n transfer again, he did, but failed again n he say check wif bank, but din get back to me. aft tt wanna pass cash..missed the meetin up n stuff..then now, come 2 last few choices..use posb to transfer, but i still din get it..say wanna write cheque, but i thought my mum insisted on seein cash, then i say i still need to get cash cos cheque will have delay..haix..sunday wanted to take! but he din withdraw..then event aft us, started to have many ppl comin in n stuff..then no more gettin cash..yest..hary busy..then no time..today i busy..then i go down damn late..then end up gg down only have 200..when i previous nite already msged him to withdraw hao n wait for me..=c this is like shit lah..my mum n all is sayin he doesn't wanan pay up all..end up aunt christina dun wanna waste time n get things bad at home, hence called/msged him..then hary say fri will give me..hope everything will be alright aft tt!

cos i dun wan shit frm my dad! he at last wanna say smth..but is always the killing kind..my mum say she's alright wif it de..can let go, but me n my dad can't.. i asked her in wad sense..she told me wrg things to take upon ourself.. my dad nv teach me properly, then i cause this embarassing/shame thing upon me his fault. i got my frens workin for my fren..then their pay got problem..i felt it was my fault too n gave my money out to them as pay, n causing myself not gettin the full sum n all de. sigh..i dun wanna continue le! i need to slp b4 i can't wake up, and wear my contacts!

shit this day!