Abandoned place -- sadness_wif_happyface

interestin...^-^

2012-02-02T00:45:00.001+08:00

happiIt started frm waking up early mornin wanting to post say to go or not to go class, lol. Then saw his post on dream. Then fell back to slp, then dreamt abt ple him n me in my ah ma hse. Then like aft having meal, then I v tired n went to my parents big big bed then he oso come on e bed n roll towards me. Hahaha..how this part came abt is another drama de ending song clip.. Lol!!

1.5 months more to graduation!

2012-01-17T19:02:00.003+08:00

sigh..once again disappointing post, need to rush many many things..before i noe it, all the deadlines r comin! aft sch reopened, we've gotten more assignments to do!!! wad is this..i think yr3 choose option is not good at all!!! now viva's comin..but my fyp like shit? i can't do it right and properly.. i dun feel like an engineer like wad my other grpmates r like..it's a little taxing on me man.

=[/=]

2011-12-01T19:09:00.003+08:00

at least i have a reply. if not i will deifinitely feel tt i've been forgotten. lolx.dun give me sad face cos ur sad face makes me cry..thinking what's wrg over thr..jus miss you so much, even more aft all the busy things die down..felt so loved! by UBH bcos of the b'dae cake! n nice tarts, and definitely the bbq time n 12midnight on my b'dae. thx to my ah soh for singing b'dae song non-stop to

see see jiu hao

2011-11-29T02:10:00.001+08:00

IF you were born on the:1st, 10th, 19th, 28th of any month you are number 1.2nd, 11th, 20th, 29th of any month then you are number 2.3rd, 12th, 21st, 30th of any month then you are number 3.4th, 13th, 22nd, 31st of any month then you are Number 4.5th, 14th, 23rd of any month then you are number 5.6th, 15th, 24th of any month then you are number 6.7th, 16th, 25th of any month then you are number

screwed up situation!

2011-10-19T00:34:00.003+08:00

f**ked up again..thx n sry to sw..for letting me go ur hse n to open the door n stuff..then oso due to busy n laziness, i missed the date to submit my student card to m1..hence need to cover my bill of 149.80..-.- thanks to my mum she's not pressin me for it cos to her it's little money as i have worst..payments for hary's soft openin..another f**ked up 1..1st week was me blur thought he money

If I'm Not In Love

2011-09-13T14:12:00.004+08:00

If Im not in love with youWhat is this Im going throughTonightAnd if my heart is lying thenWhat should I believe inWhy do I go crazyEvery time I think about you, babyWhy else do I want you like I doIf Im not in love with youAnd if I dont need your touchWhy do I miss you so muchTonightIf its just infatuation thenWhy is my heart achingTo hold you foreverGive a part of me I thought Id neverGive

Future..

2011-08-22T21:09:00.003+08:00

and i'm lost again..how to say.. when i noe wad is ahead tt i wan alrdy, i tend to jus leave wad i have now on hang? over the last weekend, i've found wad i reali wanna do..n was inspired once again by geoff..however.. i'm too overwhelmed? by it n these 2 days..i nv study much! the whole of today was on youtube! can u believe it! n i have 35 shows dl-ing on funshion. ridiculous rj. w/o some1..

2011-08-07T20:26:00.002+08:00

it's definitely wrg..but i..jus couldn't help it.. i jus.. wanna noe more.. i.. i'm sry God.shld i jus ask..and hope the truth comes out..or to take the chance?.. i'm scare..quite v scare..

no more feelings

2011-07-28T11:38:00.000+08:00

feeling so dead n tired n lazi..n not happy..haiz..fyp..teacher think 2 of us not doin anything much..but it's bcos we're given roles le..but i got keep askin if need help or need to do wad..but nth much..so far, i've only been doin research n research n findings on the net, library n stuff..while others, drawing n design..true enough..i'm not good at those..so i'm doin the assembly n stuff wise.

What a week

2011-07-16T17:42:00.001+08:00

lost blood the whole week..lolx.. tues was the worst and i had the least no. of hrs of slp..haha..but nonetheless.. it was a happy! other than tt..other days were all shitty..-.-let me tell u tuesday's story..i slept at close to 2am and woke up at 4.10? am bcos of the blood clots and a mouth full of it wif red saliva?..lolz. frm aft spitting and rising? my mouth..i try to stop the bleeding

2011-07-12T04:39:00.002+08:00

i woke up with the clouds pouring down hard, with my mouth full of blood and now..the rain jus suddenly subsided..but my blood clod is still in my mouth..wad is tis! 4.20am!!i'm gg to the ndc..*shakeshead*=[icecream helped to stop the bleeding for awhile..but it's back..i'm jus gg to bite the guaze n go to slp..tt's wad mummy told me to do..it's 5.11am now..

hmm..

2011-07-12T00:10:00.002+08:00

b4 u were back, i kept dreaming about u..ahaha.. now tt u're back..the 1st few days when no1 exactly noe except ur frens..it reali seemed lyk i or rather we were ignored..haha..jus lyk my dreams..interestin.. i dunno wad i sayin oso lah..i'm jus glad and happi for tmr!!! we're gg to cycle again..both of us..n u did mention as tues oso pack le..=p hopefully is jus me n church ppl..=]] cos u din

oh no!

2011-07-08T23:23:00.002+08:00

another dream! this time is creepy..n me being brave! shit!n i've jus finish unplucking my 4 wisdom teeth today! it's alrite..but the flam part sucks..then now lyk not so num n swell..frm 11 liadat when i cough my way up frm the GA tt i had..lolxit's 痛苦！ahaha.then hopefully it won't b swellin or makin me look fat or lyk hamster! lolx..frm wad the doc/nurses pre-notice..i wanna take photo wif my

dreams..

2011-06-23T12:22:00.002+08:00

it was so nice at 1st! i dream abt u comin back..but..u actually ignored me..n was web-conferencing wif ur fren once u're home?..but it was at another hse..hmm.. then i got woken up..next thing i noe aft gg back to slp was lyk i was at somewhr high..a bridge or smth..e sun was setting and i noticed a big ball like thing droppin from the sky..suddenly it burst and separated into few small pieces

a career test i took from MOM's survey..lolx

2011-05-28T21:28:00.004+08:00

ResultsThis questionnaire is designed to get you thinking about the sort of jobs that might suit your style.John Holland's model of vocational choice suggests that people with particular interests and styles tend to favour certain types of jobs. Holland described six main types of person:RealisticConventionalSocialEnterprisingArtisticInvestigativeKnowing the types you most (and least) fit can

好的事情

2011-05-24T02:08:00.004+08:00

曲:严爵词:严爵黄婷休息是为了走更长的路你就是我的旅途都是因为你我一直漫步想要跟你一起走到最后但我遗失了地图谁给谁束缚谁比谁辛苦爱到深处才会领悟好的事情最后虽然结束感动十分就有十分满足谢谢你是你陪我走过那些路痛是以后无法再给你幸福好的事情也许能够重复感动时分就算纷纷模糊不要哭至少你和我记得很清楚爱是为彼此祝福想要跟你一起走到最后但我遗失了地图谁给谁束缚谁比谁辛苦爱到深处才会领悟好的事情最后虽然结束感动十分就有十分满足谢谢你是你陪我走过那些路痛是以后无法再给你幸福好的事情也许能够重复感动时分就算纷纷模糊不要哭至少你和我记得很清楚爱是为彼此祝福不要哭至少你和我记得很清楚爱是为彼此祝福this song is so nice! aft so long..it gives me relevant courage to carry on wait

wad to do..emo

2011-05-09T00:43:00.011+08:00

isit cos i haven't been praying hard n living my life well enough tt the Lord is putting me thru this disappointment(i suppose). not being able to be the 1st to visit u, i'm so sad le..letting me noe tt he'll be gg alone to find u during june is even more hurting to think that u'll be touched arh..cared for eva more during tt period..n moreover, loved. yes i'm being emo now..even ur bro

relaying on..

2011-05-03T01:06:00.003+08:00

i think i haven't been layin my burdens or anything down to God recently!..simon made a comment sayin that he lyk v long nv see me haryanto not tired le..i think..off n on then i got ask! which is not good! cost i wasn't liadat de..dear lord! pls teach me to b organised and set my priorities rite! seeking your word comfort knowledge wisdom n discipline 1st above all else n not to concentrate on

i feel so dead! so much to do go (some is wan some is have to some is..rah!)

2011-04-01T15:12:00.002+08:00

1st impt thing: Stage Management Club - Recording sessions! johnny wants me to have full focus on it! (this is on gg till end of april!?)2nd SWES: prepare ppt give ms jennie see then rehearsal on 6 apr. (i kept delayin this hopefully can complete by this weekend!)3rd: go BBDC wif sw! to pay up n enroll! lolx (today/tmr morning)4th: Dance NiteS wif the Cons clubs n DJs.. movin/setting up/lighting

SMAE @ St John's Island!

2011-03-30T16:08:00.003+08:00

O.M.G! the camp is over le..='[ seeing zac cryin yest made me sad too! thou i didn't interact must wif campers..which i needed to for the females but well thx to mr chiam i got to tok to them..wif my soft, jus woken up voice..seems weird as i din prepared for it! lyk damn..=/ hahagot to do the kitchen work wif the "seniors" damn fun n busy..frm day2 onwards we chiong-ed all the way till aft their

recent feelings..

2011-03-20T00:11:00.003+08:00

been reali tired the pass week..thank God i pulled thru..n thr's progress in my fyp..as well as accounted for itp..lolx..to u:thx for finally putting up the entries..=] n oso i lyk the titles tt u gave for it..>_

T.T

2011-03-02T21:01:00.003+08:00

MY EYES R POPPIN OUT!!! having headache frm all the tearing.. jus can't help but think back all the small little things we had done tgt! ='|jus can't help but to noe tt thr's always small hope b/w us! lyk me hopin tt thr'll always b a small hope for that change!i jus can't help to stop T.T.. this makes me realized reali how much i wan u to noe i feel n to noe how u feel as of rite now!! now!! NOW

frm another long break again..

2011-02-12T16:30:00.002+08:00

this is dedicated to Him.thank you for guiding this acadamic year, so fruitfully and meaning fully.i've really enjoyed the time spent during ccas, running shows! and get to at the same time feeling like a full part time student, for being able to catch up a little during lessons and then having great classmates!as usual, i haven't 'reflect' much about my life (especially wif You) again, losing my

jus realised

2010-07-05T22:55:00.002+08:00

i'm interested in interestin ppl!i'm freakin gg to bcome lazi in hw!i'm leadin a life tt's not lyk last time!i'm havin a good relationship wif my mum!!i'm gg to go for my drivin lesson as said by my mum n try not to b the below de!i'm "rotten" in a sense..v nuah..(ask me to noe the meanin)i'm happi to b lyk tt accept for the last 1..but all in all..i think i need God's help once more!! to pull me

jus for FUN!...ahaha..this is funny..n i lyk the drinking style!..=p hmm..seems lyk it's bcomin almost thr..but i won't!..=]]

2010-07-01T20:15:00.001+08:00

Astrology These are very restless and energetic creatures. They love their freedom and wouldn’t trade it for the world. Sagittarius is a type of person who will go through each day with a smile and would always be on the outlook for some new adventures. These individuals are usually immensely optimistic and always look at the brighter side

GYL at Turi Beach!

2010-03-27T21:18:00.002+08:00

still in searchin of all my members on fb!..lolxanw..i shall start wif day 1,woke up at 6am then noe tt my dad's sendin me to changi ferry terminal!.. i asked the day b4 but he said no n no more conversation frm him. so iwas surprised lah..then oso..bcome have to rush rush rush..then mum was unhappy wif me..wif my packin of lungage too..=.=..so my day started liadat.. n i reached at 7.03, the 1st

He is incredible!

2010-03-16T12:11:00.000+08:00

haha.. this is wad i've been spendin on!..teeth 500+, wear 180+, renewal 15, contacts 140, food expenses 100+(as of 16/3) camps+exp. 300(-150;paid in feb).. new bill n phone!(248+65.46)hair(100)!most excessively spent? lucky nv get anything frm IT fair..was interested in the mp3.. hmm think the guitar will wait till next month le..must reali thank God for opening my r/s wif my dad again!..

it's been so long..

2010-02-04T00:30:00.000+08:00

wad an eventful n shagged n tiring day i had yest!..look n my calendar n u'll noe how my day went..lolx..aft tt event..i still went to hv to look for spray paint for des..plus jus get related de smth..lolx..whole day packed plus in b/w the sp cheer..was runnin here n thr..killing my legs sia..hhahai feel so..lost touch of things/life?..lolx..it bcame lyk systematic kind..then jus pack..hmm..

2010-01-22T00:39:00.001+08:00

oh my..andrew!..i wan a new podcast le..lolx.. the gcast is stoppin new uploads aft jan..=[ so now..i sort of spam the upload n many was rejected..lolx..cos i was lazi to check the requirements too..only some.=p then take a look at the massive? long! list of songs inside..haha..alrite!..time to slp..it's a long day today! =] simon take care yeah!

2010

2010-01-20T23:11:00.000+08:00

it's 2010 le...n i dunno wad to say!.. ah ha ha ha.. currently feelin totally sian..n it's only reachin 11..how weird..actually...on the 6th i wanted to blog le..n it was on happy/funi thoughts..lolx..so here i am..dunno wad i'm doin..wad i'm thinkin..jus know tt ppl ard me seems lyk they r not havin a comfortable? life b it at anywhr or who..reali hope they will feel better too..then only got a

Calendar!

2009-11-03T00:06:00.000+08:00

haha..look at my new calendar!..lolx...the whole month packed wif things!..haha mainly sch events..some until late aftnn/early evenin..some till noon..then some till nite..but none the less..think i'll b enjoyin it n learning new stuff too!..went for SPSU LTC last weekend..lolx..felt lyk very long nv go for this kind of camp lez..suddenly missed my guidin days in sec sch..the training n

1st sem break, & 2 weeks into 2nd sem

2009-10-28T23:08:00.001+08:00

woah..was great..packed myself wif lots n lots of things..haha..rite aft exam(not officially started holid) had the sweet Xscape (DJ club) held in sch..overnite n was havin fun playin wif the lightings!..then roadies/stage crew "trainings" n workshop(ltr part of the holi) then was sch's event too?..some forum thing..so cs aud again..then can't rmb b4 or aft was connection camp(CS) then aft tt

my 1st results in sp

2009-09-23T21:51:00.000+08:00

Singapore Polytechnic 2009/2010 S1 Examination ResultsStudent ID: 0938282Name: CHIA RUN JINModule Code - Grade-------------------EE3115 - ASP0521 - AMS6506 - B+MM1305 - CMS6120 - C+MM1401 - C+LC0518 - D+ALLOWED TO CONTINUE IN THE COURSE- This email is for notification purpose and not an official copy of the examination results.thank God for my slightly above ave. results, i noe could do better,

holiday again

2009-09-10T18:31:00.000+08:00

yet another month had passed..sem exam over n this is 1st week of break..jus wanna stay home watch drama..weird..feelin lazi to org go out n have dinner or movie etc. but when i'm home..i feel worst..hmm contradicting i noe..oh well..this holiday will not wan to work..so ya..but have a offer i will go..haha..johnny put me on events when thr is..hope it's fun n meaningful(learn more things)..will

woah

2009-07-24T17:13:00.000+08:00

haha..let see..it's been few months since i last blogged?..lolx..kaes..few things tt i've done or made changes to..or mayb makin..in sch..joined ccc n csc(audio) then..been tryin to go for crossroads n stuff..but..1 thing tt thr's 1 thing is 'destractin?' me frm gg bah..will try to noe more slowly..dg..so far 2 session of teaching?..then er..2 session of get tgt?.. yups..then for csc..got

2009-05-18T11:46:00.000+08:00

nv blog again le..been..slackin..lyk shit..things will start to pile up.. n i haven't even finish etech report which was lyk close to 3weeks back de..lolx..teacher nv ask for it too..then jus liadat..stupid thermo teacher..always not answerin our qns directly.. not helpful at all..dunno y need tt module too.. cprog still copin..lolx.. n thanks to timmo..he's damn kind n helpful lah!..hahaanow in

last entry for april..=]

2009-04-27T17:02:00.000+08:00

since now thr's nth much to do..i shall blog abt some things..but 1st happy b'dae to those in apr..especially apr got 1 21yrs old de..lolxn so sry..tried hard not to let myself cried tt day..n it was fun to 'celebrate' wif vic too!..lolx..cos lyk nv reali celebrate wif him de..went to his hse aft sch..tt's could celebrate..haha..satay was long(cookin time) n strawberry cake was nice!stupid things

Overview

2009-04-03T01:06:00.003+08:00

kaes. haven't blog for 1/2 month..lolx..anw..near mid of march onwards..think i've been enjoyin myself?.. wif the grabbings!!!...wahaha..i'm so happy can..grabbed many many soft toys etc. especially sweetS! to hit jackpot!!..lolxso now..my room..my bed.. has many many soft toys!..big small..it jus comes in diff sizes =pn thx maple for giving them to me aft we get jackpot..2 rdy..next time u must

mistakes..

2009-03-19T16:35:00.001+08:00

die..gg to get scoldin/pay cut..have been doin many wrg things, careless..makin mistakes at work! =Xstarted wif keying wrong things when i jus need to follow the paper..COC..packin list etc.(2-3weeks ago)(jus for this week..)then now, fax statement to wrg company! (worst thing tt could ever happened i think..)i've jus let a company see another company's acct. =/then..i deposited cheques..many..

bored

2009-03-09T23:53:00.002+08:00

when ard to read read see see yest, and thr was a quiz on andrew's blog..so did it for fun..n i lyk the last part..lolxYour view on yourself: You are intelligent, honest and sweet. You are friendly to everybody and don't like conflict. Because you're so cheerful and fun people are naturally attracted to you and like to talk to you. The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for: You like

Memory-A past feeling that i recalled. and thoughts

2009-02-25T00:18:00.000+08:00

There's this Facebook note thing going around now..okay..recently.. one of it is called Memory.When Jane tagged me to comment, somehow, the first thing that came to my mind was the thing linked to her, but she wasn't much of the cause. I commented say "a bit hurtful, but there are good times too.." something like that. Guess this made her worried and sad, she messaged me and ask..and could not

was a good day.. but..

2009-02-05T23:33:00.002+08:00

freakin pissed off now..shit this ppl(previous post)

It's a time..

2009-01-16T02:06:00.001+08:00

a time of decision making again..how irritating..a time of praying..seekin for ans..a time of gg ard..askin for advices..a time of planning our the choices that has to be decided..and a time of down period..why..always turns out like this..stupidwrote some personally feelin on my personal nick when i went to use the desktop..so it's only visible when i'm online using live msn, or when offline.. .

last day of 2008

2008-12-31T08:30:00.002+08:00

A year is gg to end at midnight tonite..lolx..not much of any feelin for this yr, but would lyk to thank Father tt he has watch over me closely..answerin my prayer bit by bit =] (especially prayers abt my family!)i'm no longer a secondary sch student le..wonderin wonderin..whr am i suppose to head to next..feelin quite stress abt not choosin properly now..n wantin to decide only upon collecting

it feels so long..yet so fast

2008-12-17T16:55:00.000+08:00

haven't blogged for awhile again liao..haha..half month once?..now in office bloggin..been workin for awhile le..haha..this time de..kim kim say give me a raise again..lolx..everytime raise by $5 =p..tired everyday as i only able to slp ard 1+..then got to wake up ard 6++ 7..sian.. but everyday almost min will have smth to do de..which keeps me awake...better than sittin n rot in the office..lolx

injuried n sick!

2008-12-02T17:02:00.001+08:00

it's rather..weird.. seriously..ever since sec sch started..every yr b4 or on my birthday itself..i will fall down.. injure myself..n oso have a very bad time at home!..hmm..n nv once my dad is please wif me.. y?.. this birthday was fun..wif all the singing.. n the peepz ard..i can't rmb the pain le..n the food tt my ah ma n maids helped to make.. lolx..my simple dinner yea..=pmy day started wif

a gatherin any1?

2008-11-18T21:15:00.002+08:00

i hope next sat..every1 whom i've ask will b able to make it..! =/kaes peepz..thou i noe not many ppl will come here..but anw..i'm holdin a gatherin at my Dunearn Rd hse..opposite NUS Bukit Timah campus.. do come down if u can..i'll most probably b home ard 3 4 plus.. u can come by then..drop me a msg via sms or email or my tagboard if u would lyk to sing some songs..KTV time!..or play some

193 post

2008-11-17T22:27:00.003+08:00

lets see..this is my 193 post..n..uhmm..MORE THAN 1/2 OR 3/4 OF MY ENTRIES R ALL SAD OR ANGRY DE! this post will b the same toosia..nth to say!msn nick now is: not gg anywhr le! fuck it.. dun eva wanna hear any1..any1 at all sayin tt i'm "rich"..NB..i'll jus show u a black face..get itnot gg to batu aji..& shit..totally..now i have jus a v sinner mind or isit call thought..n language..help me

rudeness

2008-11-05T18:20:00.000+08:00

hate this.. thou dun reali wanna say but.. it will b polite when 1 reaches or talk to another..shld not only have single chats..=,=there r jus so so many things n manners n ways tt i find it soo eeerrr.. i wont sad i not rude..it was mainly durin my kid days bah.. but now..it's due to ppl's de then i will jus auto have the same way or manner back to them..sian.. now in church waitin to leave for

pullin thru i pray..

2008-10-12T23:50:00.003+08:00

it's been awhile again..wonder beside june..mayb mich..who else still comes here..haha..i do..to link to others de blog only..lolx..lazy mahokay..pass week was angry..fuming 1 some more..tolerated for a yr le.. n come to think of it..i haven't heard a single s4y b4.. how sad.. but thanks to sw.. n godma..they cheered me up n brighten my week again.. oh..not to forget the chow brothers..haha.. i

2008-09-14T00:52:00.000+08:00

wah.. a month plus since i last blogged..lolx..1stly wishing ppl happi b'daes again..haha..too many to put this time le..maybe next month onwards bah2ndly, congrates to Danny & Judy's wedding..haha many many jus too many ppl commented on my dressing n style n stuff on tt day..lolx..frm the back reali have some ppl who dun reali noe tt it's me..:p weird..cos i tied my hair..half of it to be exact.

=[@

2008-08-04T21:41:00.000+08:00

i guess it's due to stress, mood swing, pissed off..newsletter was finally out 2 sundays back.. glad tt it was..if not..i guess i'll b even more disappointed n mad.. hmm.. reali got to thank wyne..thought i noe tt she's reali reali busy too..wif work tuition sch family . .. . .. hmm..jason too..for check aft it was done n i guess he oso did not feel tt good durin tt period of time..many a times i

Never..ever..

2008-07-17T23:56:00.000+08:00

我很伤心。。很失望。。很抱歉。。满厌倦的了。。i never wanna disturb people..never wanna irritate them..never ever wanna make them angry or even bother them to do with my request..it's hard to ask people..n also..have to keep asking..i'm rather feeling bad and a bit down now.. made the team n Andrew irritated especially le..every changes, it'll be me asking him change..or 1 by 1, through the mails.this is rather small..

Argh

2008-07-11T16:25:00.000+08:00

ya..wad am i angry or stress abt..not totally my prob too..dont my part le..wad else can i do..feelin rather not hapi..not hapi with many things thou..but think..all can categorise under Slowness.no offence to any1 who pops by here..i find my class reali slow..slow till i'm geetin the feel of not wantin to study anymore..mayb i wanna request to change seat! somehow i feel tt it affects me..

2008-06-01T03:05:00.000+08:00

okay!.. i know it's late le..lolx..super early thou..hahait's 1st of June!..n if i nv rmb wrgly..June told me tt she was called June as she was born on this date..haha.. so Hapi b'dae yea..lolx..o..last month de end b'dae babies.. wished ur le..haha..but will still type here n all..hapi b'dae to brian..hazel n xiao wei..haha..hmm..i'm supposed to be slpin now lah..but i left my things unpacked..

2008-05-29T23:36:00.000+08:00

hmm.. O levels Mother Tongue paper's over le.. now erm shld b count as holiday le bah..hahabut i'm still gg back to sch.. n everyday at least sleeps durin lessons addin up to half an hr at least i guess..=pgot back my report bk.. results suck lyk dunno wad.. 1st time failed math for sort of major de test in sch.. not lyk class test or CAs.. so felt damn sad.. haven't reali had tuition which i

Disappointed..n v much thanks

2008-05-14T22:53:00.002+08:00

argh!...i have nv felt so bad for quite some time le.. seriously feelin v jialat now..my results jus sucks!..*toot* it's lyk shit..it's been so long since i last blogged..lazy to type n go in blogger too..hmm..durin chinese class today..teacher talked abt compo n stuff..then can't rmb how she linked..she linked to the recent china's disaster?.. hmm..sayin how the dad holds his daughter in his

2008-03-12T01:27:00.002+08:00

forgot smth..happi belated b'dae to marg..n thos in feb..dont think i mentioned rite?..lolx o then another sad thing is..aunty lulu left le..she went home n heard she said she'll b comin back next yr...she made me drop my tears at airport lah..cry till a bit jialat..then bid farewell to zen hung who jus reached in time..=/it jus made me cannot control myslf too.. i'll miss aunty lulu!.. continue

Super-teen & sme pics

2008-03-12T00:48:00.000+08:00

wtf lah.. din really enjoy the session...can understand lah..but noe le still down thr scolded all..although some r rite..but ppl do have feelings too n all..kae anw..v full n hungry..think stomach gg to have problem soon..nv eat properly this 2 weeks...lolx then hmm...i jus wan to take time to know thyself..lolx..tt term was frm the session..anw...ya...this weekend is my shu shu n ah kim to b de

2008-03-08T00:31:00.002+08:00

hmmm...been awhile since my last post?..lolx.. hmm i'm still awaiting for my pix frm ah yi..!haha..i wan all the pics...haiz..recently like got quite a few things to do sia..n i can't meet it..=/last sunday got added into the committee for this sunday's sports day!..lolx for food de part only..then might b over budget too..=/ some stuffs can get too de mah..no need buy..hmm..hope next time ppl

SHIOK!

2008-02-17T22:30:00.000+08:00

lolx..had a great day man!..okae..not a..but 2 days =plolx..i'll tok abt it more when i upload the pix n etc. it's gg to b long i guess..or i'll jus keep it brief lah..ahaha...but now..legs n hand all damn tired lah!..aching like.. wth lah..hmm..o..it must b bcos of all the hittin/knockin/bumpin/FLYIN!!! lolx..the 1st 3 points r either bcos of knockin the yacht or the jet ski..got all the bruises

初七。。it's every1's b'dae(wad the chinese says)

2008-02-14T00:19:00.000+08:00

hmm..so ya..Happi B'dae to all..whoevaerm jus came back frm a wake.. hmm many times when i hear tt a fren's close ones pass away..i'll feel quite sad..dunno y..n some times..my mind starts to image..=,=... image wad if my parents jus go too..or any close relatives..grandma etc. think i might go crazy for tt period of time..although i'm always sayin/complainin tt my parents r bad..(tt's a harsher?

end of Jan

2008-01-31T22:27:00.000+08:00

opps..left out my cousin's name in the previous entry =p.. anw..happy b'dae hong yi! =] haha yup..today is his actually birth day/date..wadeva lah..jus noe tt i'm full le! haha..n jason ate less than me..lol..1 piece chicken n a can of drink only..haha (er he jus came to tutor me n stayed for dinner)hmm tmr got KK check up..then lao ma say will go wif me..hope she really goes.. lolx then if she

2008-01-29T23:48:00.001+08:00

hmm.. let see..wad have i done in this 10 days +..completing my homeworks.. and refrain from slpin in class..or even dozing..lolxso ya..still tryin to continue my tuition..but felt it could b better..like if possible(for me.. & lao shi)..he give me work..me dont noe explain..show..instead of him doin etc. then me do my sch work or other things..then aft tt then go thru..aiya..jus felt tt i could

2008-01-29T23:48:00.000+08:00

Ard Mid of Jan..

2008-01-17T23:11:00.000+08:00

uhmmm..sch sucks..can't stand tt WWP..=,=..damn bo liao lah..like wanna stick to us(the class) etc.she will like take wadeva chance to b wif the class wheneva she walk pass etc..arr...dun wan say le..if those who noe me hp got confiscated for almost 2 weeks..it's back now le..got it back like on the 15th..wif my mum gg to sch..agreein wif wadeva tt WWP said..not even dont listen abt her..nv will

ard 2 week of the year

2008-01-06T23:48:00.000+08:00

tmr got sch again le..think more work will b comin in le..hmm hope i'll b able to get back my hp frm the OM instead of WWP..'F' man..she suck a whole lot jus like sec 3..really cannot stand it..stand her for a yr le..now still got 1 more yr..damn 'suai'(in hokkien)..startin of upper sec n my last yr in sch =Xi can't upload the song tt i really wan it to b on my blog now!..thx jason for tryin for

你最近还好吗？

2008-01-02T23:45:00.000+08:00

=Xhmm..it's abt 40 mins more if i wanna apply for the 1st in take for Higher NITEC - National ITE Courses.. dont noe y..but really started to wonder wad i wanna do now..seein ppl gg for the Higher NITEC courses..seems interestin..for some..n oso some who took the private sch way..makes me wonder..wad if i can't make it..wad if my scores r jus okay..wad if my scores doesn't allow me to wad i wan..

2008-01-01T01:11:00.001+08:00

黑糖玛奇朵苦茶 (苦茶)歌詞苦茶王子:微笑的看你越是在認真就越讓人心疼街頭那盞路燈彷彿在笑我愚笨小傑:沒什麼能做但我比誰都真誠泡一杯苦茶陪伴你到夜深bbt閤唱:你知不知道你總有一種很可愛的獨特讓我充滿勇氣抵抗冬天的寒冷怎樣做才會完美像個男人喝一杯苦茶體溫你的體暖hsh閤唱:不用等你開口先說我愛你在那之前想對你說我願意你不必問你也不必等這一刻就值得愛到永恆我該如何讓你明白我愛你在那之後你點頭說我願意想照顧你想守護著你這一刻就想把你抱緊hsh:你知不知道你也有一種很可愛的天真大男孩的口吻魅力加到一百分bbt:怎樣做才會完美像個男人喝一杯苦茶溫暖你的體溫hsh:不用等你開口先說我愛你在那之前想對你說我願意你不必問你也不必等這一刻就值得愛到永恆我該如何讓你明白我愛你在那之後你點頭說我願意想照顧你想守護著你這一刻

New Yr

2008-01-01T00:25:00.000+08:00

It's my 171 post le..n no1 will b able to see till i wanna open my blog again.. haha it's a New yr le.. ended my yr a bit sian at home..slept a lot too.. had a 'YEP-yr end (small) party' at matt's hse this yr..think was yr was more fun =p was quite fun tokin to esther..lolx..er was 'tired' i guess..a bit sehseh..thx to david bah.. for concernin oso bah...hmm had fun time playin bridge b4 the rest

Christmas is over!

2007-12-26T01:02:00.000+08:00

yoz..yea..now the time is 12:07am..lolx..n i've enjoyed all the days since b4 youth camp..or i think..frm the start of the 5th of dec!..haha cos i've been gg out n havin camp n parties..had party in church on sat: Let There Be Love! , then sunday when to my gu gu's hse..at Pungol? er ya..then for this month..i've ate like dont noe how many/or lots n lots of potatos le!..diff kinds too..=|went

Project Run.A.Way!

2007-12-21T03:12:00.000+08:00

yoz! back frm camp!..I definitely enjoyed it more than last yr's (no offence to vic..if u read this) lolx..it was a more 'proper' 1 i guess..hmm i was able to understand the teachings..except the last teachin..was a bit lost here n thr..didn't hear the whole thing properly..noe shld b more like Mary..er..i'm still tryin kae..if din hear wrgly..when Ian asked who's like Martha..think ....... (

2007-12-08T01:10:00.000+08:00

okay..got tt whole song up le..yest went to sentosa to slack..really slack tt kind..played pool..'luan? lai wan de kind' =p jus for fun lah..n the table was v small..lolx..space thr was small too..haha..weird kind of feel..cos not sunny le too.. er vic was thr wif his sch crusade?..then saw ys n cindy b4 gg in..n david too..then actually was supposed to meet jane n stuart at 12.30 pm..but they

new song!

2007-12-01T23:08:00.000+08:00

er..this is weird..the song is actually 4:40s..but dont noe y upload le bcum 2:10s++...haiz..sad..anw..tmr gg church le..haha i rmb seein my name in the sideman duty roster on the 18/11..but was in hospital..so din do it..then it's lyk a month since i went to church for service liao sia..lolx..cos i'll b or wan to be doin duty tmr =p cos it will be the LOVE Grp doin welcome this sunday..haha n

WoohHOoo....

2007-11-29T00:46:00.000+08:00

haha...if u're my msn contact..u might have seen my nickname n personal msg etc.yeah...me very happi! =pcos me got a EDUSAVE Scholarship letter...?n when i was P2 i had an achievement award of $50...lolx bcos of my math?..can't really rmb..diff stage? in my education got a diff kind of results bah..smth small is oso very..dont noe how 2 say again..okae me shall type some out here..(not to show

Funi?

2007-11-24T00:30:00.000+08:00

yoZ!... As u can see..the car!..haha..ppl whom i've showed these pictures to n asked them de...mainly told me it was funi..haha..cos lyk me..u can see sweet on the car wif my mp3 player.. too..lolx.. and lyk the podcast? or playlist de 1st song on my blog described... it's the last song i heard b4 me got banged..wif tt player which is still not wif me yet!... haha..the song nice?.. =pi wan load

My November

2007-11-14T00:32:00.000+08:00

... this year think is the most jialat yr of my 15+ 16 year..lolxyest aft movie..'The Game Plan' wif vic n jason..went home..got knocked by a car..but i'm really lucky!...am really man.. Thank God..nth much on the inside..more of external bruises etc. except..thr's crack found at the hip bone bah?..near tt area lah..so now..RJ needs to minimise? my movement..therefore..i'll be home on my bed for

Sick

2007-11-12T00:25:00.000+08:00

haven't blog for almost a month le..hmm...okay le me see..pass month..finished my Chinese O level le..think it was easier than the 1 try tt i have..hahadurin the 2weeks aft our N level papers..we were supposed to go back for lessons to study next yr's topics..but think in the end..teacher wanted to teach 2 topics..it end up to 1. The class had less than 15-20 students bah..lolx..n think..in total

A380

2007-10-15T23:12:00.000+08:00

saw this A380 air plane tt's like so nice lah..got bed n etc. in thr de leh..haha..n it only fly like those long distances de..? heard it will fly to Sydney too!...wahaha..mayb i'll ask my parents..can go try other classes de seats for once..for me only! =puhmmm..seriously feel like a 废人 now..sian nth much to do now..sian arh!!!!..hope can faster this week end..then can have ppl to accompany too

Distances

2007-10-09T21:34:00.000+08:00

Been feelin very 'far apart' frm ppl..very..ppl lyk..my 'godparents'...aft being their goddaughter..lyk can't tok properly le..nth much to say..feelin is worst than last time..(lyk dont wan to be ... ... liadat) quite sad..jus lost my phone on the stupid bus 5 again...y i say again..it's bcos i lost my wallet on the bus no.5 the other time on my way to church too..on the way to church..-.-thx

sianz..

2007-10-08T12:06:00.000+08:00

haiz..N level over le..quite happy tt no need to worry if i still got anymore paper le not..but thr's still 1 more O level chinese paper...sianthurs got chalet..but oso feel a bit sian..dont noe y..last nite havin headache again -.- how cum every sunday like tt sia..=/gg to finish the Korean show tt i've watch for awhile le..then now sw is starting to watch huan haun ai n mayb zhong ji yi bang..

EXAMS...

2007-10-04T22:22:00.000+08:00

Monday will be my last paper for me N level Examination..been rather slackin aft my prelim ended..n last week, the break before all my rest of the papers..yest, today, and tmr will be the same for me ig uess...sitting in front of the desktop watchin shows..dramas animes...n etc. uhmm..at least i'm takin out smth to do now..some worksheets tt i got frm the teracher..very sianz this few days... '

happy..! =[

2007-09-11T22:05:00.000+08:00

lolx...the messy part..=ptryin hard to do the layer of milo in the middle of the cheesecake!!!..specially..shakin or hittin it shld b easier..ahahascoopin the other layer of cheese to cover the milo n make it thicker..? =phaha..was tryin to get pics tt day when doin the cheesecake..wif andrew's hair..lolxxbut very hard..=/ cos my hp lag de..lolx..unless u dont move for awhile etc. ur pic will b

sept!

2007-09-05T16:11:00.000+08:00

yes!..3 paper done.. okay it's actually 2 1/2..cos humanities on finish SS..sigh..at least let me pass my EL! cos it is the most dangerous for me to b promoted to 5N..dont wanna waste more time sia =/anw.i'm bloggin in church now..lolx..n watchin shows on youtube =phaha..i'm gg to rest tmr!..n mich..haven't send me the things to print for the LR..=Xgot a big headache sia..cos no1 is doin the job.

Aft a month

2007-08-27T14:17:00.000+08:00

hmm...yup it's gg to b a month frm my last entry..anw..let me see...startin of the month...FOP was great..enjoyed listenin to the sharin..the worship etc. haha 1st nite..thx to maple nic n jane for gettin sests for me..then 2nd nite..thank jason for waitin bah =]..hmmoh..found 2nd nite de sharin easier to rmb =p..lolx..then on the 7th-9th..met sw to study..at her hse..esplanade library..n marina

2007-07-29T18:03:00.000+08:00

bored...jus finish studying for bio test for tmr..at hui's place now..wif nick in the room doin his work..vic n gina slpin..lolx =p dav n jason went down to play ball?..prelims will be the week aft the national day..=/ and will last for 2 weeks..then N level de dates r:sept 3-6, oct 1-3, 8th lolx...drag a whole month jus to for the 6 subjects =.=..sian lohbut i'll have time to study =]]really

2007-07-18T23:20:00.000+08:00

Sat when to COGS again..this time is for mich n her mission trip band..they had their performance? there..some sort similiar to the previous 1 tt some of us went to b4 her mission trip =]sunday had guitar lesson..n haha..there was only dav n jason in the youth rm..jason was slpin..n teacher..dav..he was very slply!..lolx..he say 1st time play until wan to play sia..haha quite funny seein him like

2007-07-10T19:35:00.000+08:00

haha..at least not very low too =pp..hmmm n my bio teacher said tt my passport photo which handed in to the form teacher looked like GANGSTER!!!!!...arrgghh....do i reallly look like 1? lolx

The Week

2007-07-08T22:30:00.000+08:00

nth much...as usual..havin revision in class...sat had quite a serious! CG meeting this week...=/yea!..lolx..n i tried to play my best for CG worship yest...mich said it was okay..but i'm still slow in changing of chords =/..prac more..lolx..then last sunday learnt new song(s)... 1 is at the cross!..it's a nice song =].. haha oh 1st time playin wif sw too =p the songs are Make A Joyful Noise,

pics!

2007-07-04T00:16:00.000+08:00

HMM..OKAY ENOUGH OF PHOTOS LE..HAHAoff to slp! n prepare for my ORAL!!!! lolx can u see wad is this?..sry arh..a bit messed up le..cos they started eatin it..haha IT'S THE LOBSTER'S HEAD! HAHAthe golden? or dont noe wad tower =|if u can see..the orange/red? n blue coloured buildin?is the wild life n the underwater? at the darling harbour(n my uncle's hse in the city is rite at the right side in

ORALS!

2007-07-03T23:05:00.000+08:00

明天就是我的O'水准华文口试了。。啊啊！！还是有很多困难！。。朗读时，不够顺畅？有很多子也多不懂和容易忘子！一定死定了吧。。考得不够好了。。English N' Level Oral will be on the 6th..Friday.just knew that my result for the mid-yr was :reading: 7/12picture: 8/12conversation: 13/16did badly for reading!..which all this shldn't happened cos teacher say oral is a must for the whole class to pass!okay enough of tests n exams le..class has been very slack n everything..

2007-06-24T22:31:00.000+08:00

been really lazy to do anything much everytime..lolx n oso bloggin..haha=pokay..erm briefly pt out wadeva me wan say..er aus. was okay..cold..as usual for my hands n legs..-.-er haven't completed all my hw..which is not evey gd. but..ahh...need some1 to make me do my work lah..lol..nv gg 2 b easy for me to complete things on time de bah =/oh then every1's still haven't fulling recover..lol. as

Austrialia

2007-06-09T14:43:00.000+08:00

erm..board the 1am flight..early morning..lolx..n reached Sydney ard 11?..(Sydney time)erm..nth much on the flight..except..SQ plane standard dropped a bit..i think..lolx.. was bored..cos the functions tt my sit have is not workin! not even the light -.-...n ard me...oso the similar case..n yup...at my uncle's hse now..doin nth too..soo...decided to type smth..hahaah ma making rice dumpling now..

Hahaha..=p

2007-04-25T00:11:00.001+08:00

long long time again yea =p..tag box oso same qn de..lolx..k..been slacking ard as usual..during exam periods=/..dont noe y..hahalets see wad happened or was gg on aft 2nd April..lolx.. er many ppl's b'dae.. haha..Happy Birthday to ur! : Esther Heng - 4thCandice - 6thRachel - 15thThomas - 16thSimon - 18thZimin - 20th..n lastly..Victor - 23thlolx..can see the no. of ppl..haha..kkthen thurs - 5th..

2007-04-02T00:30:00.000+08:00

okay..-.-kanna shoot like 'siao' yest n today, alot ppl askin y am i not in ...ya the thing ..hmm..okay..yest whole day in church..morning workshop, aft lunch fold bulletins, then followed by CG..then evening, youth band prac..lastly..supper at the prata shop..(can't rmb the name..)okay..went tiong wif jason cos he wan make spec..but in the end..the stall is not outside le..but it's neither in

LOLX!

2007-03-25T11:47:00.000+08:00

haha..went to watch Mr Bean's Holiday..er actually didn't laugh a lot n all..lolx..but the 2 person sitting next to me on my left n rite did..haha..madelyn(rite) n some other ppl(left)..lolx..instead dont noe y..er...but i like pity? or feel sad? for the character? lolx..dont noe y..the happenings to him?..haha okay..then aft the movie..while walking out i started to wonder if M n J will hit

2007-03-10T18:48:00.000+08:00

okay..er 1 month+ nv blog le..lolx..some frens keep saying..everytime come here nth new..lolx..anyokay from the last post till now..er nth much had happened..lolx..except for me keep slping n all..=p n o i jus had my 1st lesson for foundation class 1 last week..it will take 8 weeks to complete..still think how to tell/ask my parents bout it..think they dont mind..but still..got to let them noe..

2007-02-05T00:10:00.000+08:00

wa..me gg to die soon le man..lolx..bought choco mini peppermint..2 packet..lol..then from 2+ to now..i've finished 1 pack n 4/5 pack le..=/..then ate like creamy milk chocolate wif almond...all heaty stuff!..recess time otah?..curry..hot stuff again too..=pback home..dad went out to buy CRABS from kallang there..lolx..n oso botanic garden there de to try..=D got the mood to eat today..lolxokay

2007-01-30T23:09:00.001+08:00

hmm..been quite some time again le..=/..sigh..hasn't been feeling well these days..mayb should say..since sunday nite?....anw!..Great Job to SMC de youths who played a match againist COGS de youths!..can see tt they had enjoyed themself..haha..there might be another game Vs St. Andrew's?..can't rmb le..haha..tt's not up to me to worry bout..lolx..it's either jason's work..or from dav's blog Chaw

back?..or jus really nothing to do..

2007-01-13T00:22:00.001+08:00

been quite awhile since i last blogged..jus came back from a cosy corner de meeting..then tmr still got meeting..haix..o n lesson! ^^sry nick n sw..i dont think i can help much in the designing n all de..but i can help in other stuffs!..Term 1 week 2 has ended..so fast again..=xhaha...especially when u can reach sch ard 15mins later then last yr..the lessons timing/session got shorten to 35mins